我们真的累了

最近家里发生了点事情,弄得我们全家人都很有压力。。。
我很想跟你们诉说我的心情是有多么的复杂和郁闷。。。
但抱歉。。。我不能说。。。毕竟是家里的事。。。
我感到很难受因为只能每次看着家人拼命而我却一点忙也帮不上。。。
我真的很想发泄。。。真的很想骂那个人。。。但我做不到。。。
因为谁叫他是我最亲的人。。。我骂不出口。。。只能默默的待着。。。

为什么要怎么做??我真的很不晓得。。。那种游戏我们玩不起。。。
你看。。。最后你还是成了输家。。。可以了。。。够了。。。
不要再去做一些让我们失望再失望的事情了。。。
我真的很希望你这次是最后一次了。。。如果还有下次我们真的会放弃你。。。
因为是你不懂得珍惜我们。。。就因为你自己的面子而抹杀了应该属于你自己的幸福。。。

''XX 我们都很爱你,但你有爱过我们吗?''

★Interpersonal relationship ☆

我很羨慕那些可以一下子就跟別人聊得來的人~~

因為我不是那種人~~
為什麼我會羨慕呢?因為我不擅長跟不熟的人聊天~~

時常說不到一兩句就沒話題聊了~~

我不是那種沒話題聊就拼命找話題聊下去~~

因為我總覺得別人會嫌我很煩~~
所以寧愿靜靜的~~

我有嘗試過跟別人多點交際~~

但我發現我還是做不到~~
一直以來我很羨慕某某~~

她很多朋友~~

幾乎所有的人都蠻喜歡跟她說話~~

會自然而然的把所有事告訴她~~

也許她長得很漂亮嗎?還是就是有一股想跟她交朋友的魅力呢?我也不知道~~

有時我在想也許真的是因為我長得丑所以才沒人想跟我交朋友~~

雖然我有一陣子為這件事而感到自卑~~

但是也正好讓我看清楚了那些人內心的丑陋~~Sex??Money??

知道嗎?也許這就是所謂人的可怕與丑陋~~

我也很慶幸我胖和丑至少讓我理解到什么叫應該什么叫不應該~~

''人生有多少個十年?''

人生真的很短暫沒嘗試過根本不知道結果會如何~~

我也希望我以后的人際關系會變好~~加油咯~~

This few days =]

14.08.2010 Saturday 07:00p.m.

懒惰用英文写~赫赫~~那天我啦,美,雯,杰和汉一起出去~~我们先去泡泡冰喝茶和填饱肚子~~我们在那里一边聊天一边吃着自己的食物~~吃好后我们就去CC上网去~
我们女的呢就上网看面子书那些~~那两个男的就自己在那边玩game~~真的是有够吵啊~~尤其是另一座的那些人~~玩game就玩好好嘛有需要在那边大喊大叫吗?==
我们就这样待到差不多10点多时我比较早关先~~后来没事做就看到柜台那里有卖泡面~~忽然之间有个念头想吃~~后来问了美和雯要一起吃吗?她们也同意一起吃~~哈哈~~超像夜猫的~~~我本来还想拍下她们一边吃泡面一边玩电脑的样子不过还是算了~~上次把她们的照片post上来给她们骂我贱~~~赫赫~~所以我只拍泡面的样子~~留个纪念嘛~~你们猜对了,我真的写在部落格了~~哈哈~~11点多后我们就各自回家了~~


15.08.2010 Sunday 09:30a.m.

这天我们美,雯和洁一起约好要去逛马来摊~~不过呢后来取消了因为太热了~~她们一个个穿得美美的~~尤其是嘉雯~~可是如果是在别地方的话,她的打扮算是中等的了~~有好身材就是不一样~~赫赫~~后来呢就一起去AH HAI吃早餐~~后来看到丽婷在她店也叫了她一起吃~~我们就这样吃早餐边聊天~~雯呢就跟洁聊~~美呢就跟婷聊~~我完全插不进也没话聊~~就待在那里听她们哈啦~~我多可怜啊~~赫赫~~吃饱后就去K-BOX唱歌啦~~初初洁还一直说不要叻~~可是进到去还不是唱得很爽~~
我点了那首陈伟联的孤单的夜里我并不孤单就到我那首时突然之间sot掉~~没有歌出来只有画面~~后来能怎样呢?只好清唱咯~~啊不然~~美就说以后来唱绝对不可以点这首歌~~haizz~~可惜可惜~~怎么这么烂啊~== 唱好了美说想剪刘海~不过A-ONE好多人喔~~只好先去逛逛~~我们去冰冰姐那里看她新来的包包~~但没有我喜欢的~~不过九月还会来所以倒时再去看咯~~过后呢雯就去CC上网而我,美,婷和洁就一起去THE PLACE走走~~逛也逛好后就去看A-ONE会多人吗?不过还是好多== 没办法了只好在那里等了~~我和洁就自己去绕绕走走先~~绕好了还是见到美在外面看着小说等着~~不过过一下子就到她了~~剪好后就去泡泡冰吃午餐咯~~~
最近泡泡冰都没绿茶了所以没能喝到我喜欢的Apple Green Tea~~后来吃好后就回去plaza了~~就这样各跑各的了~~洁去找她姐,美和雯就一起~~我呢就回去我自己的店咯~~~就这样过完了一天~~

16.08.2010 Monday 12:00p.m.


这天我要和我爸妈去美里~~主要目的呢是去看医生检查身体~~下到去我又开始了看到我喜欢的就拼命买~~紫琳来了新包包~~刚好给我看到其中两个好美喔~~有一个是浅粉红的那个超美的不过它的带太短了而且容量也很小所以我选择黑色的那个~容量刚刚好带也长得刚好~~只是它的毛毛比较容易落而且不能放太重的东西不然会不耐~~我上次跟她买的也是毛毛的~~哈哈~~她问我为什么这么喜欢毛毛的不过说实话我自己也不晓得~~赫赫~~我买了条手链~~当时我一看到它和它的价钱我就立刻买下它~~哈哈~~因为好便宜喔~~还买了紫色的刘海贴~~没办法最近爱上了紫色~~到晚上回去的时候,我姐夫和隔壁的马来夫妇吵架~~但那对马来夫妇真的很不讲理yeh~~你们凭什么说我姐夫的狗干扰到你们然后要我姐夫移走狗啊?!还人身攻击叻!有那么点钱就在那边装腔作势啊?!也不想想狗本身一看到陌生人就是会吠的嘛!不然养来干嘛啊?!也很好笑咯!猪就是猪啊!还报警叻!不过我可以保证你们会输!有法律规定住家不能养狗meh?而且我们又没把它放出来只是在家里的范围!如果是我们放出去有咬你啊或是弄乱你的东西那个我们就有错啦!但是我们并没有啊!凭什么威胁警察要移走狗啊!不是我要歧视种族啊有时马来人真的是很爱没事来找事来搞啊!算了!到时上到法庭再来讲啦!一对白痴加贱货的猪夫妇!!

17.08.2010 Tuesday 1:00p.m.

这天呢我们是去看医生~~这位医生真的check好快喔~~不过他说我子宫完全没问题没来MC是因为太肥了~~所以减磅后MC就会来的~~看吧~~我就说了~~我看的每个医生都是这么说~~不过也没办法~我妈老是爱担心~~怕我以后不会受孕叻~~==
也不想想我现在才几岁啊?而且会不会遇到这哪能晓得~~赫赫~~我姐也是没问题所以呢姐夫你得加把劲了~~哈哈~~看好医生后我和爸妈就去百盛shopping~~我去了POPULAR那里看到了我喜欢的书~那就是《暮光之城》啦~~我买的是最新的《破晓》一本要RM78.40 很贵叻~~所以我只买最新的那本~~我还帮美买了《夜之屋3 抉择》~~多亏我叻美~~不然谁帮你买啊~~哈哈~~之后呢我就跟我妈去女人我最大那里~~哇~~那里的东西几乎半价叻~~我买了一个眼影盘和一把眼线笔~~超便宜的~~过后我还吃了新开的冰淇淋店~~赫赫~~有我的名字叻~~我还去skin food买了贴鼻子的mask和concealer~~也买了一片韩国戏《BABY&ME》男主角是演那个《原来是美男》的第一男主角~~我忘了他叫什么名字~~里面的baby超超超级口爱的! 我们还去了新开的pizza hut吃~~
赫赫~~到晚上8点的时候我们关店去新的海鲜店吃海鲜~~哇~~想起来都觉得恶心~~不过有几道是蛮不错的啦~~吃饱后回家咯~~


18.08.2010 Wednesday 9a.m.

回林梦咯~~~在车上一直睡觉因为补眠~~赫赫~~我拿到隐形眼镜了~~右眼超难戴进去的~~haizz~~没办法~眼睛天生生得小~~不过最后还是带进去了不过还真有点不习惯呢~~因为太久没戴了~~不过真的很美~~~

Badminton Day^^

Cute Friends~~^^




10.08.2010 Badminton Time

Me was plays badminton with wen and mei on yesterday~~We were plays at Mei’s home~
Long time didn’t plays badminton as yeasterday~~its really so fun~~hehe~~
After plays badminton we rested and walked behind mei’s home on foot together~~
So many rubbish at there~~yeee~~many flyss~~finish walked we were go take a bath~~
Wen and me were plays UNO because really so boring~~hehe~~waiting mei~~ou~~wen and me were so hungry when we saw the spaghetti and pizza pictures in mei’s hp~~
Everything was done and we were went to Bubble Bing for ate dinner~~yeah~~
Yummy yummy~~finish eaten we were went to CC online for waiting jingwen~~
Jingwen was coming and we went to K-BOX sang and play games~~haha~~jingwen and me plays the car but it was FREE~!haha~~its truely~haha~~no coins oso can plays~~~wow~~lucky~~and we go sang~~wow~~we saw the MIROTIC of TVXQ and I’M COMING of RAIN’s MV~~omg~~!they were sososososo awesome~!!!!I love Korea!
Haha~~than we were went to limteh again~~and talked some SHXT ~~haha~~finish limteh its time to went home~~~^^






and I go bought a new mouse~~it was blue colour~the mouse’s shape like EGG~~haha~I like it~~its got many colour for choose~~the orange one make me so confused~I didn’t knew wanted choose which one colour~~but lasted I choose blue~~coz blue colour was my lucky colour~~hehe~~
Aiyoyo~this few days really waste many money~~== cannot~!Mary~!SAVE MONEY~!

04.08.2010 JingWen's Birthday Party

Hi guys~~its story time~~hehe~~04.08.2010 was my best friend

JingWen’sBithday~
I really felt so tired on that day~did you guys know the reason?

Hehe~how I know~~
Just Felt wanna sleep but can’t sleep~~== haizzz~~

it was makes me crazy~~
10:00a.m. me, mei,jiawen and birthday girl JingWen

we four girls were went out coffee shop to ate breakfast~
And me was be the driver~~haha~after breakfast we were went to jie’s home~~

For waiting the time ~~~jie’s home really so beautiful~~

no so bigger but it was very clean~~and I love the colour of sofa at her living room~

it was a so romantic purple colour~~

and we were read some comics or story books to waste time~hehe~
The times up~~mei them wanted went bought some food for the party night~

so I put them down at mei’s shop~~then me went home to fetch my mum went plaza with jingwen~~okay~~all things was done~~we were went back mei’s home for waiting times again ~~

4:00p.m. I wanted went bck home to bath first~~

after bath me went mei’s home again and stand by make-up jingwen~~
Wow~5:00p.m. its time to make-up jingwen ~~I felt so pressure~~~

I pray I can do it~~after 50 minutes its done jie them said the make-up look was so cool but I felt not perfect for me~~Haizzz~~~

sry wen~I’m not professional~~T~T
Than I also help mei and Iris make-up~it just simple look only~

them all got make-up without me and shishi~~hehe~~
Me felt so lazy and tired so I didn’t make-up~~hehe~~

almost 7:oop.m. Mr Liu them were coming and preapare the spaghetti and fries some fishballs and more~~8:oop.m. its party time~~~!!!!yeah~~~!!!

Happy Birthdays to you~~ Happy Birthdays to you~~ Happy Birthdays to Jingwen~~ Happy Birthdays to you~~hehe~~not finish~~祝你生日快樂~~~祝你生日快樂~~~祝靜雯生日快樂~~~祝你生日快樂~~~now JingWen was pray the wish~~

okay~hope you dreams come true wen~~^^ and start ate foods~~wah~~!

Mr Liu, did you know your spaghetti sauce really so sweet??==
Me and mei told you already it was too many sugar you put it~~!

Finish eaten~~rest almost 10 minutes we go K-BOX room vip 1~~and sang~~omg~!!

no aircone~!!felt so hot~~!== finish sang we all went taman tasik limteh~~Wow~~~

felt so cold~~~><>

hehe~~the story was finish~~=] and see some pictures on that day we take~~

hope your guys enjoy~~

finish reading and see pic please leave some comment for me~~thnks~^^if want see more pictures just go my facebook photo album~=]

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000138810637&v=photos#!/album.php?aid=32859&id=100000138810637

waiting for tommorow=]

Okay~~Now I try to use English write my blog~~sorry for that if u don’t understand my english~~hahax~~I really want to learn English~~I love it~~but nobody can teach me==
Haizz~~so my English was not good~~is very broken english~~so hope ur guys understanding ~~hehe~~XD

Tommorow is a important day for my best friend~~is my best friend JingWen’s Birthday~~!We are planning to celebrate her birthday’s party at Mei's home~~And me will be the CODY to make-up Birthday girl~~hehe~~I really feel so nervous and pressure~~because Wen said she wanted smokey eyes make-up look~~but I less meke-up smokey eyes~~== haizz~~so I always practice and found some how to make-up smokey eyes look's video on this few days~but I really felt so hard~coz if u don’t know how to use the black colour of eye shadow ur eyes will looks like two big dark pouches~haizz~so I think I will help her make a party make –up look~ I hope I can do it~~so please waiting me upload pictures for ur guys see k?hehe~~^^

Hahax~~and one more thing I want to say for my friends~~tommorow is me be the driver~~so please don’t scare about it k?hahax~because me really feel so pressure for that~because ur guys knew that I really less drive car~~hehe~~and ur guys pray tomorrow don’t accident a~~~hahax~